11:40 PM
I feel like I’m going to have nightmares from this Francisco Goya painting, Saturn Devouring His Children, that is in my Classical Mythology book. Which was further emphasized by another Goya painting showing up on my dashboard.
Good thing I’m studying for this exam instead of sleeping, eeeep.
Imagine the names of the future generations.
- Mother: Hi, Harry. Did you invite your friends over?
- Son: Yes mom, this is Peeta, Blaine, Percy, Katniss, Sherlock and Thedoctor.
- Mother: You should have asked that nice Nepeta girl over.
I wonder how many times I show up on someone’s dashboard. Hope I can get some sleep by 5 AM so I don’t miss the bus. I really need a car. I really need to get money for a car. I need to not fail my exams this week. I wanna hang out with people. I wanna be nicer to people that I’m not nice to. I wish I was at home instead of in an apartment far from home. Webster would be laying down next to me. I’m fat. My daddy makes the best salmon. Chemistry is so annoying. Physics is surprisingly less annoying. It’s 4:53 AM. Ugghhhhhh.
Hehe, I did it… again. I still really love this song, despite the fact that I no longer have any interest for Boys Like Girls. It’s also the first song I learned and completed on guitar by myself, yay. I plan on redoing all the songs that I’ve already covered before I move onto anything new. Due to the D tuning of this song, I felt that I needed to get this done as soon as possible. I’m not so musically inclined, so tuning a guitar is difficult for me.
Singing and playing a guitar at the same time is difficult to begin with. So much concentration and skill that I severely lack but willing to obtain. Even though I should’ve improved by now. But whatever.
Goals for the night:
(And for the night, I mean before I knock out from exhaustion or before my 11:50 AM class tomorrow)
- Study for classical mythology exam
- Post video of me covering this song I’m re-learning how to play
- Attempt chemistry homework again
Tonight during a fireside we were told,
“Stop trying to find the right person and instead focus on becoming the right person.”
My perspective changed so wholeheartedly from just that sentence. Better yourself and the person best for you will come.
Just finished that physics homework, whatever. Went above the necessary score though. Now my stomach is growling like crazy. To eat or to just sleep?
yeah, sleeeeeeeep
